10.19.10 Plasma Sky

In this dream, we lived in a duplex with the neighbors to the right. We were like best friends; more like family. Our houses faced the ocean and saw grass decorated both sides of the house. We often hung out on the porch and watch the ocean and the skies. We had horses, too. We had a brown male and they had a white female. She would cross over the fence to hang out in our yard with our horse. It was a beautiful feeling of love and overall support I got from this dream. At one point, as I stared off into the ocean, I saw a light speed across the sky above my head, like a shooting star or ufo. They had an intelligence because I could feel it. I was so happy i called everyone outside to come look, but they never came. Within seconds, it turned to 5, then, 10, 50, 100, a thousand! i was just purely amazed and overwhelmed with joy. Before i knew it, there were so many that the entire sky was like a giant stream of bright light. it was beautiful and i reached over to touch it. The sky moved, it was plasma. there were so many pinks and bright colors, streams of life just flashing by.

Curiously, when i woke up, I came to the computer and signed onto facebook. Someone on my friends page posted a clip from the movie Contact. See for yourself-

2:22, 7:20

10.18.10 Immaculate Conception

The funny thing about this, is that I have dreams of the world ending so much but none of them scare me at all. In fact, those are some of my favourite dreams... This particular dream,on the other hand, had no imminent cataclysms, yet there is something about chase scenes that really freak me the eff out. Yes, this was the first nightmare i've had in a lonnngggg time...Read on...

   I was in the woods and oddly enough, my belly starts growing, nonstop. I was impregnated by nothing. It was an immaculate conception. The angels were speaking to me. I remember thinking to myself how it was actually possible. The full gestation period lasted one single day, so by the time night fell, I was having this miracle baby. I gave birth to a baby boy and I felt so good and happy to have a little baby boy in my arms. I wanted to keep him. I held him up and looked at him and right before my eyes, he started to grow into a little man child, with a full on goatee and everything. Everything was happening so fast, I wasn't sure what was really going on but I knew this was a child prodigy because he was psychic and wise and spoke of such amazing things. He warned me of something... he said that a group of people (the guys from a local band) were hired to kidnap him and kill him, as a ritualistic sacrifice. I ran with him into the woods and left him under large rocks and covered him with blankets. I knew they'd be out to find me so I ran the opposite direction. Unfortunately, I ran straight to them. My heart sank as they saw me and i just ran back the way i came. As a distraction, Mark and someone else (I forget who) went to their truck and knocked down all their instruments and speakers from their pick up truck. They ran back to their truck and although it helped me get away, they only became angrier. I could feel their anger and their fury as i ran through the woods. I went back for my baby and just continued to run and climb mountains to get away. I remember there was a place set up for me, as if someone was expecting me. 

Then I woke up.

10.17.10: Magic Mall

I was at the mall with Mark, who had just gotten a job there. He was wearing a button-down long sleeve shirt and tie. I'm not sure if I worked there, too, or if I was just visiting, but I remember we were called into a meeting with the Mall owner. She has a small office and is dressed like any other executive woman. She commemorates Mark and gives him a necklace made of some sort of cherry wood and ivory. It has small elephants and a large elephant pendant hanging in the middle. I felt very proud of him and i knew he felt honored. She gave us a small tour of the principle office, which looked like any small commercial office, and guided us out into the actual mall area. She showed us all the different entrances, not of stores, but of different dimensions, realities, worlds, etc. We were told we could go in and out as we pleased. She told me that I would see all sorts of things happening right now that include me.
We went 'window shopping' for a bit, being able to peak into a few different settings and was just mesmerized by what i saw. In one world I was an amazing magickal flying beast with translucent rainbow colors and long radiant hair soaring through the skies and into the stars. In another world I was navigating a spacecraft (I've had many dreams of this) and was a high ranking offer in a galactic fleet federation. I saw many galaxies up close and the scenery was just too beautiful. As we kept walking by each 'store,' we heard of something big going on at the large department store on the first floor so we went in. We saw some of our friends there; a couple and another girl whom I've never met in my waking life. In the dream, though, we were all really great friends and were into the same things. We went by where they were and of course we all give each other hugs and then stood in front of our $10 metal folding chairs that were laid out for us in about 5-6 rows. The single girl sat beside me and the couple sat behind us. There weren't many others, maybe about 10 people in total. Most of who looked like they were very excited for the show. The lights stay on and a big huge guy with little sunglasses and a goatee presses play on a little machine. Britney Spears walks out and starts clapping her hands trying to get the 10 people that were there involved with what was going on. I clap for her sake, but in my head all I could think of was..'What the hell am I doing at a brittney spears show?? this is so lame!' As she's singing, she looks at me and kinda just shrugs, but she speaks to me telepathically... she says 'Yea, i know. this IS lame, but I have to do it,' and mentions something about karma or something like that. When the music stops, she thanks everyone for attending and introduces herself. What i didn't know is that in this dimension, she was some sort of high priestess who knew crystal magick fairly well. She tells us that it's not coincidence that we're present in that very moment, and then turns to the crowd with a huge crystallized moon stone. It looks like a giant white piece of rock candy, made of tiny grains at the bottom, as if it were a shell, and then the most amazing crystal within it that i'd ever seen. At this point, I'm a little confused and asked, 'did you just say this is from the Moon? Is this a meteorite from the moon?' She continues some sort of verbal ritual and then asks for the other half. At that moment, our friends behind us stepped forward holding the other piece. They handed it over to Spears and she connected the two to create One solid object. And at that moment, something so amazing happened. The Moon rock turned into a living breathing creature. Slowly, every fragment of crystal became alive and it adapted into a new form. It was bright purple and textured like a tongue and was a bit slimy with tiny antennae, sort of like a snail. It was so cute and I just couldn't believe my eyes. I really had never seen anything like this. I kept saying to myself, 'Wow, i'm petting an extra terrestrial.' The little guy was fully conscious and even spoke a few words telepathically. I can't remember most of what he said, other than how soon we will be witnessing so many new life forms and things we only thought possible in our imaginations.

10.15.10 Another Space Flight

   I was taking a walk with my significant other around my mom's old lake. It was daytime. Probably afternoon. Clear sky, a bit windy and gray. Mark and I were discussing the whole UFO hype as of late. I was telling him that they were coming to pick me up and I had to be ready when they got here. I asked him if he would come and he wasn't even sure as to what I was talking about. By the time we got to the end of the lake, I see it.

A giant large mother ship with space flight attendants standing on each side. They were wearing shiny silver suits and looked just like us humans. I don't remember exactly where they came from or where they were going to but I dropped down in amazement and told Mark,' This is it! They're calling me. I don't know what to do.' I see a whole bunch of people boarding and they all appear to be ghost-like, kinda just floating through and all wearing white robes. They call me and I respond, 'I can't go...I can't leave my children. My children aren't here with me.' They say, 'We're sorry, but we can't wait. We're boarding now... Do you really choose your children?' I'm crying a lot at this point, and I tell them, 'Yes, I've made my decision.' They board all the people that were present, and take off. The voice of one of the guides/attendants communicates with me telepathically, and says that for choosing to stay, I will receive an even greater blessing.' At that point, I had realized all that had just happened and I remember feeling the urgency to call my mom and tell her what had just happened.

10.14.10: FEMA Spaceship?

The amount of spacecraft and galactic travel dreams I've had lately is no joke. This is just the first this week...

This dream happened to be a reoccurring dream from one I had last month. A few minor differences but overall same thing.

My family and I are boarding a giant space craft along with thousands of other people after some sort of imminent destruction on Earth. When we come in, we sit in our assigned seats. The stewardess' walk around and make sure we're all ok. They have the Disney channel on for the kids. I remember looking at it and thinking how they're using comfort tactics, which I don't seem to like and begin to question where I was. The atmosphere feels a bit anxious, as if we all know we're about to take a bumpy ride. There is a wave of distress by some people, who don't want to cooperate or who are missing loved ones. I realize at this point in my dream that we are in a government sponsored rescue ship...was this a part of the GFL?I look out the window and all I see is stars and space. At that moment, our ship seems to be hit by something and a strong vibrational force take over. It feels somewhat like the Gravitron ride.

I can't seem to remember anything beyond this point, but if I do, I'll update.

no date: A house, a Group, and a Spaceship

I haven't written the dates on any of my dreams in the last month, particularly because so many are personal that I barely find it worth it to post, but perhaps that's just me being lazy ;)

In this dream, I'm visiting with my family. My sister bought a new house and we all went by for a little house warming. The house is in a culdesac with large pines all around, no other houses, other than a shack some yards away. We step inside and immediately, I just fall head over heals for the house. It's huge and beautiful, and decorated as if HGTV did so themselves. Then I remembered that Mark and I had seen this house before when we went house shopping but didn't buy it because it was over $200,000. Mark and I start wondering why the house was on the market for 3 years and why the house dropped in price so much. I went outside to explore the neighborhood. A group of vampire goth kids come out of the shack and start circling me. They start asking me questions and act as if they want to harm me and the house. I tell them my name and when I answer them, they all stand back in amazement. They said they've been waiting for me. Immediately, I become their 'ringleader,' and in doing so I tell them not to harm my sister's house, or any house for that matter. We become great friends as well, and before I know it, I'm showing them my spaceship. I ask them all if they're ready to go, and they are. My new friends and family board, and within 2 seconds, we zoom into outer space as fast as the speed of light. I remember seeing so many stars and nebulae, it feels amazing to be able to travel through space at will. I distinctly remember seeing lots of patterns and colors as well, almost as if we entered a psychedelic music video. Then I woke up.

The reason why I thought it was important to share this dream (a month later), is because last night I took another ride in the same spaceship, but I'll get to that later.

The Diamond 9.14.10

 This dream is pretty personal, but i dont mind sharing this with the universe.

I was on a honeymoon-type vacation with Mark. I was wearing my engagement ring which I never wear in real life because I'm always afraid of losing the 1karat diamond. Well, that's exactly what happened in the dream. I reached over to touch my ring and realized that the diamond was missing. Immediately I felt a strong sense of regret but also a determination to find this diamond. I begin to look for it at every single location I was in (apparently, the dream had a history that I was unaware of). I'm looking through every inch of grass by the park, at the beach, down the street. People begin to ask me what I'm looking for. Without any suspicion, I tell them that I lost my diamond. Immediately, the jamaican maidswomen, and the street janitors begin to search for the ring, but with no avail. I walk into a little store, theres an old voodoo woman there with a head rag and african style dress. i ask her if she has seen the ring. She says some things aloud which I didn't understand, but I found myself having a flashback.

I remembered. In the flashback, I see myself taking out the diamond and inserting it into a massive stone, a door to a monolith. the diamond grows to about 20 inches in diameter that creates some sort of magical passageway into an ancient cave. I stop right there, and tell Mark i remember what i did with the diamond. I couldn't believe that it was wiped from my memory. I thank the lady and we get into our car and drive to the other side of the island through a long bridge. We have to cross giant rocks on the shore by foot. We then come before this amazing structure. The diamond was back to its' original size, placed snugly into one of its' natural crevices. I take it, and it feels like I just found a diamond in the rough. It was amazing, and very rewarding.

The next thing I remember is driving back to the hotel with Mark. It's night and it's raining. We go up the stairs to the second (or third?) level. As we walk to our room, I see a guy sitting at the opposite end on a plastic school chair, just staring off past the rails onto the street. He has long straight hair in a pony tail and his sides are shaved. I squint my eyes to get a closer look and realize it is Justin... Mark doesn't realize who it is and goes inside. I think about it for a minute but feel I must get this sorted out, so I walk up to him and ask him 'what are you doing here in my dream?' He responds 'oh, just relaxing' I say, "of all places to go, you decide to come into my dream, by my hotel room where i'm spending time with mark in MY dream?" he says "i'm just checking up on you..." and i say, 'checking up on me? how? why? what do you mean, checking up on me'? he becomes irate and starts trying to make me feel bad for talking to him while mark is in the room. I call him out on it and well, long story short, there is a continued exchange of drama... nothing gets sorted out, i just head back to my room and feel- like the mess got messier...

Breathing Water 9.12.10

In my earlier comment, I mentioned that I've been having a rough time remembering my dreams in the last month, but I will definitely share what I remember if I feel it is significant.

I was standing in a vast ocean. There is a conversation going on between myself and a guide. 2012 keeps flashing in huge bright numbers in the middle of the scene, as if it's a movie screen. I remember saying, 'the Mayan prophesy predicts a date, but what if the translation into our calendar isn't correct?' DEC. 21, just kept being repeated over and over. As this was happening, I realized

that my daughter, Summer, was a ways away from me. There were some sort of human-piranha hybrids, bodies like men, with skin like men but faces like piranhas, large teeth, and long hair. They lived in these muddy waters. The waters were greenish brown, and it was a vast ocean. I saw that Summer was far away and I needed to get to where she was and fast. The piranha humans saw me and start walking toward us in all directions. I am afraid in my dream, for our lives, but I move quickly, struggling through what seemed to be quicksand. It was then that two of my guides flew down from the skies. They had wings, which is odd because I've never seen them with wings before. They flew above me and told me to go beneath the waters. I pleaded that I couldn't, that we would both drown. He told me to have faith. I was even more afraid now because Summer doesn't have any experience with holding her breath underwater, but I felt that this may just be the best option. I took a deep breath, and Summer did, too, and we went under. As I held my breath deep beneath, hoping the piranhas would not see us, I noticed, to my amazement, that Summer was breathing perfectly fine under the water. I let go, and I began to breathe. We were breathing water! The hybrids were unable to see us underneath because the waters were so muddy and were unable to breathe water. We were able to swim far away to where it was safe, and I felt happy and protected. As we swam, I heard my guide tell me (telepathically), 'You are evolving. Many humans are evolving. You can breathe water and you will not die because you are of the waters, and have become one with the waters.. But there are others who have not evolved, but rather, are fighting against it, mutating in order to adapt (the hybrid human-piranhas). They will try to feast on those who are not like them. Stay clear from these.'

And that's all I remember.

Where have i been in the last month?

Apparently, sleeping during nighttime hours has affected my ability to remember my dreams. In the last month, I can remember a few dreams here and there, very vaguely, and barely anything out of this world. I miss the moon and being awake at the peak hours of creativity, but the job must go on. I haven't quit, I've just conformed to the sun. Cope with me while I trigger my memories out of my subconscious.

Aug. 9. 2010 - The Geneological Pop Quiz

I was in the presence of multiple guides. They gave me some sort of pop quiz, where I had to trace my lineage from most recent to its' origins. It was some kind of map, showing me the way. I awoke about 2 questions before the end of the quiz. In this particular case, I was able to trace it back to the mythological ages. I was given, as with all the previous paths, choices to choose from. I was looking at three Greek mythological figures, and I had to pick the one I descended from. I remember thinking a lot about Aphrodite, but I didn't choose an answer. Poiseidon (who said he was my great grandfather in a different dream) was showing me how she appeared magically by the waters. My last name, Ferrer (Freya) is synonymous with Aphrodite, however, there is still a missing link, and that is precisely what I have been trying to figure out in my waking state.

Having Nightmares? Three Easy Steps that Help You Learn From Them

Acknowledging Our Dreams:

Nightmares are our mind's way of working out our fears. It is to experience a fear that one may or may not be aware of in our waking state. When you feel something that arises unease or uncertainty in your dream, it is important to follow a few simple steps to be sure you can understand what is being presented to you.

          -Acknowledge what brings the fear.

          -Never be afraid to ask questions in your dream. Doing so will bring answers.
            (It will also help you gain practice for lucid dreaming).

          -Release the nightmare (or specific fear) upon waking. That is, what you posses, choose to let go.

When one meets fear in dreams, be sure to take the time to reflect on what exactly is causing it upon waking. Where is it coming from, and why? These are very important questions to ask, both during the dream and after. Tale time to meditate on them. They may be things that have happened to us recently or as children. Regardless, it is important to note that when it makes its' appearance, it is our souls way of directing us to 'pull the weed' out of our soul garden. We can practice how to become aware of our dreams, embrace them, and then release for higher growth.

Acknowledging the Challenge we Manifest:

Nightmares, like dreams, are thoughts we have and experience parallel to our own, each with a different vibration set in motion, ready to be unleashed in order to influence and possibly manifest in our waking life. If you find your nightmares manifesting in one form or another, it is because of a fear that has been avoided when presenting itself in dreams. Conscious or subconscious focus on this fear influences one to make it reality, at least for a brief moment. Making it manifest is your souls way of arising challenges in your life in order to help you make the decision to face your fears; a second chance to embrace. If one never confronts their fears they will find their self going through a cycle of repetition with fears always masked a different way. When challenges arise, choose to learn from them rather than struggle and you will find that they are truly only 'stepping stones' on your path to Higher Self.

Letting Go:

Acknowledging our fears gives us the opportunity to reflect on our selves and Choose the reality that is best for All. This does not necessarily mean you will 'get your way,' it means that you strengthen your connection with Source and trust that you will embrace whatever unknown, whatever change may come your way. In order to do this, one must first let go of their fear. Remind yourself, that it is there for a reason and it is one that must be understood in order for learning to take place. Once you come to terms with this, you will find yourself letting go. For example... are you willing to accept a loved one choosing a different path? A different partner? Perhaps a life away from yours? Once you realize that true love is acceptance, you will have nothing to fear. You will no longer attempt to control situations to satisfy for your own wants and needs but rather, rest in peace knowing the situation will align for not only your best interest, but for the greater whole. If you force the situation, you will create more challenges for yourself. Go with the Flow. The best is magick is performed with patience.

I have come to find in my journey that dreams are just as 'real' as our waking lives. We live as infinite consciousness experiencing itself in infinite ways. Astral projection & dreams are but the smallest glimpse of them. Always pay attention to these and never underestimate your true power within.

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Background Info On Dreams:

If there is a dream, there is also a dreamer. We are the dreamer and the dream, simultaneously.

The only difference between dreams and life is that life takes place on a much slower vibrational impulse, and because we wake up in our beds the next morning, our bodies where we left them, we are forced to believe the waking state is 'reality' and 'all there is'. But this couldn't be farther from the truth.

Inception is very similar to extraction in the sense that they both deal with sensitive information and our subconscious. Inception is known to many lucid dreamers and astral travelers. It is the awareness upon waking of a new idea that we were not consciously aware of before. I have personally practiced lucid dreaming for many years and have gained a lot of insight by consciously tapping into an unlimited source of information while in my sleep. All things we dream of are subconscious projections which take place in parallel realities, including our very own dreams. That means, this information did not just come from no where. It was already stored deep within.

Extraction is to reveal certain information (often about ourselves) that we choose to hide within our subconscious. If one is unable to face certain fears, perceptions, traumas, etc., these aspects become hidden away in our subconscious. Having your dreams interpreted are an amazing way to distinguish these fears or thoughts during the waking state.

It is when we sleep that we lead completely different lives. Upon waking, we find ourselves right where we expected to be. Everything is (often) in order. Our beds are in the same spot, the room just as we left it, the clock besides our beds dictating our lives. But what if you consider the possibility that when we awake, our day is modeled by those very dreams, which is why it is advantageous to understand the hidden meaning behind them.

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7.29.10 Poseidon

In this dream, I was gathered with a group of people and we were awaiting the return of someone of great importance. 'Maritime' was a strong theme, and I remember hearing it a few times. It was Poseidon. He was very large, and looked very similar to Triton from the Little Mermaid. He even had a trident. He told me he was my greatest grandfather. He was helping me how to do certain thing but I can't remember the details of it nor what it entailed of other than having some sort of influence on the waters.

7.28.10 The War

I'm walking along streets that look like East Germany. It is silent. I see some kids running around some cement houses, theyre spying on me, playing around. They come up to me and we communicate with our eyes. One of them hands me an old stuffed bunny rabbit with long ears. I give it a big hug. All of a sudden, a bomb goes off and there is fire in the streets. Three middle eastern men dressed nicely come and grab me, they're taking me away to a place that is safe, they say. I try to fight them off at first as I don't know who they are, but they say they are protecting me from the war. 'What war?' I ask. He explains that the Ishamelites and the Isaacs (who call themselves Israelies but are not) have been in war and now I am a witness. He shows me how the people on the other side (the Isaacs) have been instigating war for a very long time. He says he is Lebanese, and he knows I am Lebanese, too. We we are family,' he says, 'but they consider us an enemy.'' He tells me to duck and stay in a small cubby hole for a while. I look around. This is an old cement building, with large windows, no glass. A couple stories high. The men run around and gather the children together, making sure they are safe. But then I say to him, 'i cannot stay here, i have to leave. i have somewhere to be.' The nice Lebanese man, whose name I don't remember, tells me he is afraid for me, but I tell him that there is nothing to worry about, and that I will always be protected in the same way that they helped me. I leave, and I begin to walk, still holding the toy rabbit in my hands. Bombs go off in every and each way, but I keep walking. I get to my old pool, where I used to live in Flagler in Miami. I remember telling some people that I wanted give the bunny back then and that I was thankful to the child who let me have him. I remember the Czar came down to talk to me, but I don't remember anything else.

Analysis: The children represent innocence. The bunny rabbit signifies a sense of security (like a security blanket). For the most part, I believe I had this dream because just before going to bed, I saw a news article that mentioned 'US gives Israel 'ok' to take out Iran,' or something along those lines, which was imprinted in my subconscious. It accounts for the wars between the biblical brothers, Isaac and Ishmael. Biblically, Isaac always waged war against Ishamel because he was the oldest heir, and of royal blood (Hagar), although the Bible portrays her as a maidservant. Because I am Lebanese, my roots lay within ancient Canaan and Mesopotamia and I can feel the waves of war that have continually been waged throughout the ages, but I must remember to not get caught up in it, and continue to move forward, with guidance and protection as promised. My old neighborhood signifies a time in my life that i really enjoyed. The pool was always the "base" whenever we would play Hide and Go Seek. The wanting to give the bunny back is symbolic of me being secure within myself.

7.26.10 The Compromise

Someone I know, lets call him Person A, and I, made a deal to extract information from his subconscious. He laid flat on a table, facing up. With my knife, I slit open his right side, from his rib to his hip. He was fully awake. The wound was so deep and wide. 

Giant caramel colored ants with wings came crawling out of his insides. They might have been termites. 

He starts to panic a bit and says 'Hurry, grab one and dissect it!' So I do. The creature was the size of my arm. I pin it down, and with the same knife, I dissect its' side. When I reached inside, I found a box. I pulled it out. It was a little blue metal safe. I felt so good and victorious, but sensed I was going to be waking up soon. He told me to open it quickly, while we could, but it was locked. I asked him for the combination, but he couldn't fathom that it had one. I believe he said the numbers '5' and '13,' but it wasn't enough to open it. I told him we were running out of time and he said 'Quick! Throw it into another dream so that it doesn't get lost.' I did, and I woke up seconds after.I haven't seen the blue box since.

Analysis: Person A and I have been trying to find common ground in our relationship. I recently told him it was important that he go beyond the surface once in a while, tune into his deeper and hidden thoughts and emotions.The slicing of the body is the diving into the psychological subconscious realm. The ants represent perhaps a form of shadow that is eating away at his insides. The wound allowed these darker aspects to light. The dream shows to me that he was cooperative, at least for a moment, in fully engaging in an analysis, however, when it was time to open the safe (a deep rooted memory or information he has stored away in the deepest parts of himself) he could not recall the combination in order to open it. He told me to throw it into another dream. As lucid as my dreams are, I can eventually find the safe and open it, but cannot do so without
his will to do so.

7.23.10 Dream within Dreams and The Reoccuring Battle Ship

   This was 4 layers of dreams, so bare with me. I don't remember much, other than the fact that i was uploading information about time and parallel realities. I am being told that upon waking, we believe that we awaken from the same world we left it prior to dreaming, but according to Source information, this is far from the case. It is important to know that vibration and frequency play a huge part in our everyday reality. What we dream affects us in our waking state whether we realize it or not.

    I experienced a rolling film strip, seeing myself in infinite possibilities, being told to choose one that would account for my waking life once i awake. My guide explained that every time we wake up, we are actually waking up in a different parallel reality, therefore it literally is like dying every night. When we wake up from our sleep, we believe that's all it is, but Source information tells me that this is just the basis of experiencing 5th dimensional time. I was told I would be given a 'practice' run, and through lucid dreaming, I was able to choose the setting. The setting then became the dream within the dream.

   As I am dreaming within my dream, I find myself in a situation and I have no recollection of how I get there, but my guide reminds me that I am in a dream within a dream and we are 'practicing.' I see my friend Roger and 2 other friends from facebook, including Maria Celeste, although, I did not see her physically, her presence was there. The point was to extract information from my subconscious in order to witness the reoccurance of possibilities which we know as de ja vu in our waking states. All I remember from this point on was witnessing the explosion of a large battleship. I was told to go under again, and I manifest myself again in the same spot redoing the same exact things along with everyone that already occurred in the dream within the dream. Now we are in the 3rd layer (dream within dream within dream). Again, the battleship explodes, and I am told to do it again, but this time, I must wake up before it explodes (that would be the 4th dream). This one dream sequence was subtly different in the sense that I told Roger about the dreams within dreams. I remember him telling me, 'do not forget.' Doing this ultimately changed the outcome of the entire dream, and seconds before the ship exploded (in the 4th layer dream), i remember jumping onto a port with my friends and watching the filmstrip roll through. At this point, I woke up from 3 dreams, bringing me back to the filmstrip that i encountered at the beginning. The last thing I remember, is my guide saying "choose wisely, for when you awaken, you only awaken into yet another dream (this life), and it is up to you to choose which reality you awaken to.'

 

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Analysis:

The 'filmstrip' represented in the dream is like the revolving, endless doorways of possibilities, and that is the best way i can describe it. The battleship, i believe, is symbolic of my ego, in the sense that in the two dreams where i experienced the same outcome, my ego structure was destroyed (signifying the witness of my own death). However, the purpose is not to destroy the ego structure but to completely transform it. I was able to keep the battleship afloat in the final dream, which represents the ability to choose paths that allows continued manifestation in this particular reality. The dreams within the dreams are literal.

 

7.20.10: The Dividing Bridge and the Place of Serenity

I'm in a car with a few friends from middle/high school (Sandy, Stephanie, some others)...

We're driving on a bridge, but are stuck in traffic. Everyone gets out of their cars. People are pacing around trying to make phone calls but it seems the services are down. They decide to get some food while I wait in the car. All of a sudden, a meteor crashes into the middle of the bridge, breaking it in two. We're separated and everyone becomes frantic. They are on one side and I'm on the other. I remember crying for my friends, telling them to cross over quickly before their side of the bridge falls. The side they were on had dropped and was continuing to drop into highly toxic water. But they didn't seem to care. In fact, Sandy got mad that I was pressuring her to cross over. It made me a little sad, but I had no choice but to let them be. Stephanie was confused as to why she would be upset but didn't question. I just let them be.

Something tells me to go to India. I began to see Hindi families eating meals together and praying. Something tells me to walk, telling me I will come to this place. Stephanie decides to come, she wants to cross over. I help her get to the side I'm on. I jumped over giant rocks on the water, and climb vines to help her up. We get on top on the bridge where there's a giant crack that leads to the road. We start walking this road for miles, days pass. We are tired, dirty and starving. I see a little Indian restaurant, Punjabbi, it was called. It had neon lights. We go in, and I see the family eating and praying just as I had envisioned. I ask them about India, I think they said that was India.

I remember feeling confused by the serenity and peace found in this little restaurant when the rest of the outside world was suffering and dying. As I awoke, I realized the significance of environment and how it affects our well being. Outside the doors of the restaurant was chaos, but inside, it was like a safe haven,  like a sanctuary. Then I heard my guide's voice say 'this is why it is important for you to join with others like you, who understand and care about the process of creation.'

Analysis:
The bridge is symbolic of a fork with two paths. Punjabbi, which I did not previously know at the time, is an actual place in India. Perhaps it signifies the importance of death and rebirth as the Hindi religion is very in tune with this aspect of life. What the guide says at the end of the dream is directional in the sense that comfort will be found in others who believe the same way i do.

His saying also reminded me of the difference between giving birth with a doctor under bright florescent lights and tons of people in the room (my first daughter's birth) compared to a very private setting with soft lighting and a midwife (my second daughter's birth). In other words, atmosphere and what the vibrating frequency in that atmosphere is makes all the difference between viewing these times as catastrophic or as a a natural act of nature, and not one to be feared.

7.19.10: THE CRYSTALLINE GRID AND THE FLOWER OF LIFE

I don't remember much verbal expression in this one, mostly symbols.

I remember seeing earth from above. My guide was telling me about the crystalline grid and how it is a flower of life. He showed me 'power points' or vortices of specific locations on Earth. Nebulae were formed above them. It was beautiful and at my finger tips.

The seeding has begun, he said.

The final product/image in my dream:

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7.15. 2010: REUNION AND THE BIRTH OF TWIN SUNS

   Mark and I go to the village I often dream of and we stop at this building that was connected to a vintage store. I'm looking through the racks of clothes and notice a lot of cheery older women with white hair and librarian-type blouses. At this point, I realize Mark had left a package on the top of our car and go out to see if it is still there. Once I put the package away, I notice that there is a big party on the other side of the street in a house beside a church. I decide to walk over and realize I know everyone there.

From people in middle school and high school I haven't thought of in ages to my best friends in Miami, and my new friends in SC, I'm happy to see a lot of these people. The first thing I notice is my friend Robert, and he's laying down on a bed surrounded by all these girls who are massaging him. They wear hibiscus flowers in their hair. I fo9und the energy to be pretty strange and cult-like so I headed over to the next person I knew. I spoke to many people, mostly a reunion with my friends from Miami. I decide to head back outside.

   Once I'm out, I hear there is something going on at this stone temple next door; some sort of meeting. I walk in and see Starr, Regina, and a few other friends from facebook. My FB friends didn't have faces, but I knew their energies. A girl comes in and both her legs are amputated. She has robotic legs and crutches since she is learning how to walk with them. She sits on the bench and I tell her i'm sorry for her loss. We're all talking about what a strange reunion it was when all of a sudden, what felt like a bomb blew up the roof. (I literally felt the house shake in my sleep). Everyone freaks out but is also massively aware. We look up at the skies and it's pouring meteors. Everyone realizes that it is 'time' and that we must start walking. I'm worried because Mark and the kids are in the building across the street, but at this point, there is so much chaos, I begin to wonder if we will find each other. I think to myself, what are the chances of this happening? I meant to go to the car and ended up seeing old friends, and now this. Robert runs to where we are and is completely in awe. He's asking me all sorts of questions and asks me not to leave his side. I turn to talk to him and instantly notice two suns. I yell, 'OMG! LOOK, THERE ARE TWO SUNS!' 

Everyone stops and observes these twin suns. It was night time, and they looked like two moons facing each other, one behind the other, but they were suns. They begin to develop arms, legs, and heads in a matter of seconds. I tell everyone how they are like fertilized eggs in the phases of cell division. One is red and one is blue. They begin to battle against each other, for one twin must die. This is what was causing the meteor to fall. I remember being super ecstatic and I begin to celebrate. My friends ask if this is what we should be doing, and I say,' Yes. We've been waiting for this moment all our lives.' The energy suddenly becomes lighter and fear seems to exit our circle. We know that we are taken care of. We continue walking and come by my house. I tell the group that I have to get my bag with my sneakers because I am wearing flip flops, but they just want to keep moving. i tell them I'm going in and ask them to please wait. I come in the house and feel confused as to what to grab, I feel a strong pressure and urgency to get out asap. I wake up.

Analysis:

The world around me represents the crumbling of the matrix/holographic reality. The meteors represent a cosmic change that is affecting my being on all levels. The vintage store with my husband may represent my present. The house party with all my house friends may represent my past, and the temple with the group of people may represent my future, in the sense that it is all coming together within one time frame. The birthing of the twin suns represents a new creation; a new reality, taking place within the current one. During this time, we became aware of the new creation and celebrated. Almost immediately, their limbs grew, and so did duality consciousness which is represented by Red and Blue, otherwise known to the ancients as Shambalah and Agartha. The battle they engage in represents an ego battle that occurs at the end of the Saviour Age, the beginning of the end. Polar opposites becoming extreme just before they unite. In the dream, I went into my house and woke up before the dream progressed any further.

*This is the second dream in the last month that has to do with a migration/walk of some sort at the time of a cosmic event. In both dreams, I am spiritually prepared, I am ready.

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July 1,2,3: Same dream, three different nights

This has rarely happened to me before, but it has happened in the past. I have had the same dream for the last three nights. The only difference is, with each night that goes by, there is more light, more elaboration on the message, and clearer imagery. The basis of the dream had to do with going back to creation, which was a superconscious massive black hole. There was a guide there, a male figure. i remember him telling me that at the point of return one has the choice to transform into whatever life being is most suitable for the next engagement cycle. He went on to say that, although they are conscious decisions in the spirit form, they are definitely not conscious of their decisions in their waking life. he was discussing the importance of awareness and i remember being given many opportunities to 'test' it out. it was literally like a crystal, golden water sustained in space that would transform the consciousness of whatever being passed through it. i asked, 'does everyone pass through it?' the answer was, 'everyone passes through it to a degree in order to be recreated, but this can be done countless times without the soul remembering this cycle during it's course of experiencing countless physical lives (due to the veil of forgetfulness). But when one is conscious of this passing, is true bliss is finally reached. at this time, he showed me a small box and it had heiroglyphs carved all around it. he asked me if i remembered it...

June 28th 2010: Ahkenaten and the Mysterious TV Show

Mark and I were heading to a Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn Temple in a little village I've dreamed of before. I noticed some of my Greenvillian buddies setting up to film a tv show across the street. We're wearing pyramids on our heads but I take mine off to go talk to these people. I decide to catch up with Mark later so he goes in alone. I'm watching them work on this project and feel a little bad that I'm not involved. I asked my friend who the writer of the show is and he points to a long-haired red head girl I've never seen, I don't think. She isn't very nice, but I stick around anyway to watch the hilarious acting. Before I knew it, Mark was back and was kind of upset I never went in. I told him to introduce himself but he didn't really care nor want to, saying there was no point. At this time, I hear a message that literally came from above. He declared himself as Ahkenaten and the imagery in my mind began. I saw a giant pyramid in the sky with hieroglyphs written all around it. I remember seeing lots of hieroglyphs of suns and birds.

The pyramid shined so brightly, i believe it was made of gold. I tried to read it but the vision went by too fast like rolling credits. Too much information to process that quickly. I told Mark what I saw and heard, but I don't think he believed me. I told him we had to go to Egypt as soon as possible because Akhenaten gave us a specific time frame to go. Mark said that I should tell my friends and see what they thought, so I did. Most of them thought I was crazy or didn't even take me seriously. They kept working on the tv show but again I felt bad for having to leave. I asked the red-headed girl if she would let me write a skit but she said no, in a very unpleasant way. I went and told a friend, Michael Barksdale that she said no. There was nothing he could do for me, he said. Finally, he said 'don't tell anybody, but if I were you, I'd do it anyway, just give it to someone else.' Then Mark came to where we were and said, alright, if you are sure you got the message we were waiting for, then let's go. We gotta go now!' Then I think I felt a rumbling in the floor and small crystals fell from the sky.


Analysis:
Observing the balance of both my Piscean qualities. The spiritual (the Temple visit), and the worldly (production), as represented by two fish. It represents my path in spirituality and instructions I have been given on many occasions since I was a child.

Update: (7.28.10) Moses and Ahkenaten are one and the same. His instructions were based on migration towards the land of pyramids, very similar to the event that occurred over 2000 years ago when the Israelies were led out of Egypt by Moses. I feel in my being that this is a progressed and karmic-cleared continuation from that time.

See my ALTERNATIVE 2012 THEORY.

Last Night: The Moon is Falling?

I was at home with my family, and I hear a guide telling me to pay close attention to the signs that are happening right now. I turn on the TV and hear that some high-profile Israeli named Rahm something had recently been assassinated. Israel was blaming this on the Iranians and used it as a justification to wage war against them. The guide began to speak and tell me this was planned aeons ago... I begin seeing all these propaganda commercials about supporting Israel. It has women crying, and bible verses. The guide tells me we have three weeks but that they will feel like three days. He tells me that Israel is a code for the remnant, and that I was one of the many that had solved the great genetic mysteries of the ages. He/She shows me an image, which I will try to interpret... It seemed to be that the moon was crossing through a field of energy, that looked like a wall of water. From this imagery, it was shown to me that some sort of nuclear activity was going to cause cosmic chaos and the moon, losing its' gravitational pull would collide with earth, or at least come very close to it. I remember seeing the sun massively huge behind the moon. I don't remember what the purpose or role the sun played in this event, but I remember hearing it was going to be dark in the last three days. The guide said there was not much time to prepare, and that we must be ready to leave when they tell us. Pack lightly and pack all necessities. So I did, I began packing some water bottles, food, socks, first aid, etc in each one of our bags. I began to wonder if the government was going to tell the people...

  With about 3 days left, we went to visit Marks parents to see if they were ready, but they decided that they were going to stay. We were a little sad, but understood there was no need to fear. I admired them for their decision. His mom had painted all the walls in different colors like a rainbow. She said that was always something she wanted to do.

The day began to darken and so did the moon. People were saying it was Nibiru. By the time we got back, my mom and sister and niece had already arrived to our house. I turned on the tv and it said emergency evacuations were going to take place, to not fear, not panic, keep order, and be strong. People began looting, and chaos began to erupt. As we finished our preparations, a military soldier came to our house and told us we had to leave at that moment otherwise the ship would leave without us. I told him that we had been prepared for this for a while and to give us 3 minutes to grab our stuff. He said '3 minutes, or we're gone.' We took the things we needed and followed him out. I asked him how much time we had left, and he said '3 Hours.' I couldn't believe how fast time went, and didn't know exactly where we were going to and how it was going to work. We arrive at an air force base, I think they said something about Russia, or that area being a safe haven some how as USA was going to get it the worst. The numbers of people there were unbelievable. Hundreds of thousands. Everyone was moving in a great swarm. My niece stopped to go to the bathroom and I yelled out to her, 'what are you doing?' she said she had to go, and left, but the line kept moving. I wondered if I was going to see her again. My sister got caught up talking to these famous people and didn't seem to realize how far we had moved. I was reaching out to her, but she didn't notice. I don't remember much after that.

Analysis:
 Two days after posting this dream, I read that Israel sent war ships through the Suez Canal.

Something I just realized while writing this was the number of times the number '3' appeared in my dream...

3 weeks, 3 days, 3 hours, 3 minutes...i wonder what significance that has, if any... would like to hear your thoughts on this one. Please comment or drop me a message if you have any insight on this or about the dream I shared.

June 25th 2010: World of the Undead

This one was really weird. I remember driving down the street with Mark and stopping at a small goth boutique (yea, i know, funny). We get down to check it out. While looking at some clothes, I find a note that asks me to enlist in part of some government sponsored program. I don't care much for it, but on the ride home, I hear it come on the radio. This commercial is directed at me. Somehow, I'm not freaked out, but quickly realize how persistent they can be. Finally, I tell Mark I'm going to check it out and that I should be back in a few days. I say bye to my family and take my one small suitcase to this small base, where I meet up with two guys and a girl who are supposed to be my partners. I don't remember the girls name, but the guys were named Chuck and Barry. The captain guy comes and he sort of looks like the white military dude from Avatar, Colonel Miles Quaritch (Stephen Lang). He explains to us that we've entered the world of the Undead, and we are recruited to blast away any memory that needs to be forgotten by humanity (for good reasons of course). We were like Ghost Busters in a way, but with bazookas that shot laser beams.

  I see amazing buildings, people, spirits, animals, all which are radiating with electricity. They have an eerie dimension to them, perhaps because they know they are bound for extinction from the human mind. So we're on our mission, and I'm trying to zap away this amazing art deco building highlighted in blue neon  that has legs and is supposedly the facility that housed some very important elite people, and so it held knowledge that couldn't be released. I quickly understood that the position was to assassinate any information that could be useful to humanity in some way. I told Chuck that I wasn't going to stay the 3 days, and that I had decided I couldn't participate in this. He tells me that we should just get married because there is no way I can go back. I asked him, 'why? are we automatically enlisted?' He said yes. I felt a bit betrayed but I somehow knew I was there to do something other than what they wanted me to do. I ran to some rubble, alone, and I met with the building and a spirit that looked like Medussa with snakes all over her hair, red eyes, and a fish-like tail she used to fly through the sky with. I quickly sympathized for these beings. They were like humans. I knew then that I was to wage chaos against the establishment, and allow these memories to exist. It was vital that they did.

Third Straight Night in April 2010: Galactic Federation

This was a two part dream. I, unfortunately, don't remember much of the first part but I will share what I can...

First part: I remember being in a house, lots of rubble inside and out. Someone was there, a couple, and we were discussing something. I remember a full-length mirror, and clothes... i remember telling them that I was going to be picked up and had to make this appointment on time.

Second Part: I am on a giant spacecraft. It is immense. I know I am a member because I am wearing a uniform. It is burgundy and black, turtle neck, and it has a logo on the side of the chest. I am working in the capstone department with large crystals, granite, and other minerals, such as copper. As I work, I hear someone communicate with me directly, but telepathically. I can't see this person in the dream but I know who it is...although I am unable to recall now. He's happy to see me. He asks me how I am and how life has been since I boarded the ship. I look around and notice a lot of work ahead of me. The ship is filled with intellectuals, scientists, and all sorts of leader personalities. I notice no children, and at that moment it dawned on me...'there isn't much joy here,' I said. I began to question myself if I made the right decision.

He changes the subject by asking me to show him around the ship. I remember it with great detail. We leave the capstone building department and I take his energy to one of the control rooms. 'This is my favourite room,' I tell him with a huge smile at my face. My heart pounding by the beauty. Above, just below the ceiling, are countless screens, each one observing a different galaxy. At the center of this room, a circular platform, about 3 feet in diameter. Hovering above it, is a 3 dimensional supernova that I pulled up with the touch of a high tech computer monitor. Not a hologram, but the real thing. It was about 3 feet high and 3 feet wide. We were monitoring a specific galaxy for it's recent supernova, and had set it on pause (by stopping its time). It felt amazing to not only see this phenomenon up close but to observe it in a completely and vastly different perspective.

Next Night in April, 2010: I was a Black Hole

My body hovered in deep space, although it had no physical form. It was a galaxy all on its' own and it was made of so many stars. I was connected to a machine, and information was being downloaded into me by someone who narrated to it. Specific in detail, most of which had to do with black holes. I remember hearing them ask me if I was ready to know what it felt like, to be one in the next life... My face made of stars I observed the creation of an active black hole while sensing other observing faces made of stars around me, all of us deciding the next step in creation. I then see myself as the black hole and I consume fiercely and fearlessly. I am in two places at once, conscious of the different forms I'm taking. I hear talks of hearts, and paths, but I am unable to recall. At the end, I finally remember him say, 'you will remember at the time necessary, but most, you will forget upon waking...' And so it was.

Night 1, a dream in April 2010: Time Travel

I remember 4 large towers, condo-like, all facing each other making a square figure. In the middle, was a pool that was also an ocean. I experienced this from the first person perspective and watched as if from above. I was with a few others, one of which I believe was my friend Brian Andrews. No one was in the frame, as if we were invisible, but the presence of others were all there...observing, communicating telepathically, and clearly listening to what was going on down below. We spoke of our arrival and our journeying through time. I specifically remember saying that we 'went back through time 13,000 years to be in this moment today.' I felt a little sad, as if we were saying our goodbyes to that place, but certainly knew how necessary it was. I remember seeing glimpses of past civilization as if watching a short summary of humanity in the last maybe 6,000 years in the windows. At one point, I remember running up one of the towers in a bit of a frenzy, as if I was trying to find someone or help them in some way... I remember looking out the window from this tower, somehow I felt myself present in all four towers at the same time. The last thing I remember was hearing how it was 'time to leave,' and how we 'mustn't forget.' Shortly after, I awoke.

Intro! Welcome to My Parallel Reality

Ive been keeping a dream journal for as long as I can remember, most of which are recorded mentally because I've always done much better at remembering minor detail than to take the time after waking to jot it all down, but let's face it...some of these are too good to keep all to myself. What you are about to read might scare you, inspire you, surprise you, mention you, and especially, entertain you. What I'm going to be sharing is extremely fantastic to some, but to others it may be quite affirming, and that's what I'm hoping for. If you've had a similar dream you'd like to share with me don't hesitate to let me know as I feel dreams are just as real as our waking lives.

Warning: Please don't plagiarize or karma will chop you up into little tiny pieces and feed you to the crocodiles. Seriously.

Art by Alex Grey.