Many Portals, Many Realities

Ok guys, so i'm not entirely gone. I've been around and have had some great dreams along the way, but I was contacted again by my dream guides in last night's dream and do feel it is appropriate enough ;) to share this one with you.

I find myself coming out of a portal. I'm with a few of my guides (not sure if it's 2 or 3). We're part of some sort of command. They're showing me all the portals that will soon be opening. There's a lot of detail regarding 'sides' and 'alliances'; something along those lines. They're showing me how to create them and go in and out of them at will. I am able to see brief glimpses of different timelines associated with each portal. They also tell me that there are many parallel realities, and what we do in those worlds affects this one and vice versa, but it the only ones that directly matter are the ones we are at least semi-conscious in. They also tell me that soon, parallel realities will be overlapping (completely), and it's not the first time I hear this in a dream.

July 1,2,3: Same dream, three different nights

This has rarely happened to me before, but it has happened in the past. I have had the same dream for the last three nights. The only difference is, with each night that goes by, there is more light, more elaboration on the message, and clearer imagery. The basis of the dream had to do with going back to creation, which was a superconscious massive black hole. There was a guide there, a male figure. i remember him telling me that at the point of return one has the choice to transform into whatever life being is most suitable for the next engagement cycle. He went on to say that, although they are conscious decisions in the spirit form, they are definitely not conscious of their decisions in their waking life. he was discussing the importance of awareness and i remember being given many opportunities to 'test' it out. it was literally like a crystal, golden water sustained in space that would transform the consciousness of whatever being passed through it. i asked, 'does everyone pass through it?' the answer was, 'everyone passes through it to a degree in order to be recreated, but this can be done countless times without the soul remembering this cycle during it's course of experiencing countless physical lives (due to the veil of forgetfulness). But when one is conscious of this passing, is true bliss is finally reached. at this time, he showed me a small box and it had heiroglyphs carved all around it. he asked me if i remembered it...

Next Night in April, 2010: I was a Black Hole

My body hovered in deep space, although it had no physical form. It was a galaxy all on its' own and it was made of so many stars. I was connected to a machine, and information was being downloaded into me by someone who narrated to it. Specific in detail, most of which had to do with black holes. I remember hearing them ask me if I was ready to know what it felt like, to be one in the next life... My face made of stars I observed the creation of an active black hole while sensing other observing faces made of stars around me, all of us deciding the next step in creation. I then see myself as the black hole and I consume fiercely and fearlessly. I am in two places at once, conscious of the different forms I'm taking. I hear talks of hearts, and paths, but I am unable to recall. At the end, I finally remember him say, 'you will remember at the time necessary, but most, you will forget upon waking...' And so it was.