1.28.10 - White Space and the Mystery Council

I was at a dance studio with my daughter, waiting for the instructor to arrive when I realize there was a TV in the corner of the room, muted, playing a movie that contained adult content. When I realized this, I immediately became infuriated. I started to scream at the instructor for his carelessness and irresponsibility around children. He left the office and a short, petite dark haired, woman came in. She says,

'I am told you want to file a complaint.'

I am so upset I begin to yell at her about him. She hands me a stack of papers and tells me to fill them out. Although I am excessively upset, I manage to get through the forms and hand them to her as soon as I'm done. As she leaves, a group of 12 elders (in their 80s+) walk in and stand around me. I assume a Town Hall meeting is being called in to discuss the matter. Just as she exits the room, I hear her telling the last one in that I must be silenced. I ran to the door to see where she was going. Through the glass, I see her walking up to the instructor, ripping my forms in half, and begin to kiss him. Now, I am really going hysterical. At this point I am fearful that this group is going to silence me and the thought of all the corruption and cover up going on begins to dawn on me. What kind of situation did I get myself into?

 

Before I know it, things in the room begin to disappear. Furniture, walls, roof, floor, until I am just standing in white space. There is nothing but me and this group of elder people. The speaker tells me, 

 

'It is time that we reveal who we are.'

They begin to change before my eyes into ancient reptilian looking grays with HUGE eyes and extremely skinny bodies. They all look exactly the same except for some very minor differences. Some wear purple velvet looking garments like royal cloaks, some carry staffs and wear headdresses on their elongated skulls. I see similarities and they remind me of the Mayan and Egyptian Pyramids, as if they're the original builders. They are dark, dark, green and as old as raisins.

The speaker begins to ask, in a calm and soothing voice,

'Why are you so angry?'

I begin to tell him my frustrations about the careless dance instructor. The speaker asks, 

'Do you believe he is responsible?'

I begin to think about it and question my reasoning. I begin to think of his wife and how she is just as corrupt if not more. I tell them about her.

'So you believe she is responsible?'

 I say yes and demand that action be taken. The speaker continues,

"Look around you. You are standing in empty space. There is nothing here but you. It is you who are responsible. This is your dream. This is all your creation in your mind. You are responsible for your creation. Take this with you."

At that point I begin to look around at the white empty space and how it is just I and this council filling it. I take in all that I'm being told, including the realization of having been in the presence of what seemed like wisdom personified. I woke up, feeling thankful they helped me to release my anxiety, but still wondering what star they came from.

Many Portals, Many Realities

Ok guys, so i'm not entirely gone. I've been around and have had some great dreams along the way, but I was contacted again by my dream guides in last night's dream and do feel it is appropriate enough ;) to share this one with you.

I find myself coming out of a portal. I'm with a few of my guides (not sure if it's 2 or 3). We're part of some sort of command. They're showing me all the portals that will soon be opening. There's a lot of detail regarding 'sides' and 'alliances'; something along those lines. They're showing me how to create them and go in and out of them at will. I am able to see brief glimpses of different timelines associated with each portal. They also tell me that there are many parallel realities, and what we do in those worlds affects this one and vice versa, but it the only ones that directly matter are the ones we are at least semi-conscious in. They also tell me that soon, parallel realities will be overlapping (completely), and it's not the first time I hear this in a dream.

10.19.10 Plasma Sky

In this dream, we lived in a duplex with the neighbors to the right. We were like best friends; more like family. Our houses faced the ocean and saw grass decorated both sides of the house. We often hung out on the porch and watch the ocean and the skies. We had horses, too. We had a brown male and they had a white female. She would cross over the fence to hang out in our yard with our horse. It was a beautiful feeling of love and overall support I got from this dream. At one point, as I stared off into the ocean, I saw a light speed across the sky above my head, like a shooting star or ufo. They had an intelligence because I could feel it. I was so happy i called everyone outside to come look, but they never came. Within seconds, it turned to 5, then, 10, 50, 100, a thousand! i was just purely amazed and overwhelmed with joy. Before i knew it, there were so many that the entire sky was like a giant stream of bright light. it was beautiful and i reached over to touch it. The sky moved, it was plasma. there were so many pinks and bright colors, streams of life just flashing by.

Curiously, when i woke up, I came to the computer and signed onto facebook. Someone on my friends page posted a clip from the movie Contact. See for yourself-

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10.18.10 Immaculate Conception

The funny thing about this, is that I have dreams of the world ending so much but none of them scare me at all. In fact, those are some of my favourite dreams... This particular dream,on the other hand, had no imminent cataclysms, yet there is something about chase scenes that really freak me the eff out. Yes, this was the first nightmare i've had in a lonnngggg time...Read on...

   I was in the woods and oddly enough, my belly starts growing, nonstop. I was impregnated by nothing. It was an immaculate conception. The angels were speaking to me. I remember thinking to myself how it was actually possible. The full gestation period lasted one single day, so by the time night fell, I was having this miracle baby. I gave birth to a baby boy and I felt so good and happy to have a little baby boy in my arms. I wanted to keep him. I held him up and looked at him and right before my eyes, he started to grow into a little man child, with a full on goatee and everything. Everything was happening so fast, I wasn't sure what was really going on but I knew this was a child prodigy because he was psychic and wise and spoke of such amazing things. He warned me of something... he said that a group of people (the guys from a local band) were hired to kidnap him and kill him, as a ritualistic sacrifice. I ran with him into the woods and left him under large rocks and covered him with blankets. I knew they'd be out to find me so I ran the opposite direction. Unfortunately, I ran straight to them. My heart sank as they saw me and i just ran back the way i came. As a distraction, Mark and someone else (I forget who) went to their truck and knocked down all their instruments and speakers from their pick up truck. They ran back to their truck and although it helped me get away, they only became angrier. I could feel their anger and their fury as i ran through the woods. I went back for my baby and just continued to run and climb mountains to get away. I remember there was a place set up for me, as if someone was expecting me. 

Then I woke up.

10.17.10: Magic Mall

I was at the mall with Mark, who had just gotten a job there. He was wearing a button-down long sleeve shirt and tie. I'm not sure if I worked there, too, or if I was just visiting, but I remember we were called into a meeting with the Mall owner. She has a small office and is dressed like any other executive woman. She commemorates Mark and gives him a necklace made of some sort of cherry wood and ivory. It has small elephants and a large elephant pendant hanging in the middle. I felt very proud of him and i knew he felt honored. She gave us a small tour of the principle office, which looked like any small commercial office, and guided us out into the actual mall area. She showed us all the different entrances, not of stores, but of different dimensions, realities, worlds, etc. We were told we could go in and out as we pleased. She told me that I would see all sorts of things happening right now that include me.
We went 'window shopping' for a bit, being able to peak into a few different settings and was just mesmerized by what i saw. In one world I was an amazing magickal flying beast with translucent rainbow colors and long radiant hair soaring through the skies and into the stars. In another world I was navigating a spacecraft (I've had many dreams of this) and was a high ranking offer in a galactic fleet federation. I saw many galaxies up close and the scenery was just too beautiful. As we kept walking by each 'store,' we heard of something big going on at the large department store on the first floor so we went in. We saw some of our friends there; a couple and another girl whom I've never met in my waking life. In the dream, though, we were all really great friends and were into the same things. We went by where they were and of course we all give each other hugs and then stood in front of our $10 metal folding chairs that were laid out for us in about 5-6 rows. The single girl sat beside me and the couple sat behind us. There weren't many others, maybe about 10 people in total. Most of who looked like they were very excited for the show. The lights stay on and a big huge guy with little sunglasses and a goatee presses play on a little machine. Britney Spears walks out and starts clapping her hands trying to get the 10 people that were there involved with what was going on. I clap for her sake, but in my head all I could think of was..'What the hell am I doing at a brittney spears show?? this is so lame!' As she's singing, she looks at me and kinda just shrugs, but she speaks to me telepathically... she says 'Yea, i know. this IS lame, but I have to do it,' and mentions something about karma or something like that. When the music stops, she thanks everyone for attending and introduces herself. What i didn't know is that in this dimension, she was some sort of high priestess who knew crystal magick fairly well. She tells us that it's not coincidence that we're present in that very moment, and then turns to the crowd with a huge crystallized moon stone. It looks like a giant white piece of rock candy, made of tiny grains at the bottom, as if it were a shell, and then the most amazing crystal within it that i'd ever seen. At this point, I'm a little confused and asked, 'did you just say this is from the Moon? Is this a meteorite from the moon?' She continues some sort of verbal ritual and then asks for the other half. At that moment, our friends behind us stepped forward holding the other piece. They handed it over to Spears and she connected the two to create One solid object. And at that moment, something so amazing happened. The Moon rock turned into a living breathing creature. Slowly, every fragment of crystal became alive and it adapted into a new form. It was bright purple and textured like a tongue and was a bit slimy with tiny antennae, sort of like a snail. It was so cute and I just couldn't believe my eyes. I really had never seen anything like this. I kept saying to myself, 'Wow, i'm petting an extra terrestrial.' The little guy was fully conscious and even spoke a few words telepathically. I can't remember most of what he said, other than how soon we will be witnessing so many new life forms and things we only thought possible in our imaginations.

10.15.10 Another Space Flight

   I was taking a walk with my significant other around my mom's old lake. It was daytime. Probably afternoon. Clear sky, a bit windy and gray. Mark and I were discussing the whole UFO hype as of late. I was telling him that they were coming to pick me up and I had to be ready when they got here. I asked him if he would come and he wasn't even sure as to what I was talking about. By the time we got to the end of the lake, I see it.

A giant large mother ship with space flight attendants standing on each side. They were wearing shiny silver suits and looked just like us humans. I don't remember exactly where they came from or where they were going to but I dropped down in amazement and told Mark,' This is it! They're calling me. I don't know what to do.' I see a whole bunch of people boarding and they all appear to be ghost-like, kinda just floating through and all wearing white robes. They call me and I respond, 'I can't go...I can't leave my children. My children aren't here with me.' They say, 'We're sorry, but we can't wait. We're boarding now... Do you really choose your children?' I'm crying a lot at this point, and I tell them, 'Yes, I've made my decision.' They board all the people that were present, and take off. The voice of one of the guides/attendants communicates with me telepathically, and says that for choosing to stay, I will receive an even greater blessing.' At that point, I had realized all that had just happened and I remember feeling the urgency to call my mom and tell her what had just happened.

10.14.10: FEMA Spaceship?

The amount of spacecraft and galactic travel dreams I've had lately is no joke. This is just the first this week...

This dream happened to be a reoccurring dream from one I had last month. A few minor differences but overall same thing.

My family and I are boarding a giant space craft along with thousands of other people after some sort of imminent destruction on Earth. When we come in, we sit in our assigned seats. The stewardess' walk around and make sure we're all ok. They have the Disney channel on for the kids. I remember looking at it and thinking how they're using comfort tactics, which I don't seem to like and begin to question where I was. The atmosphere feels a bit anxious, as if we all know we're about to take a bumpy ride. There is a wave of distress by some people, who don't want to cooperate or who are missing loved ones. I realize at this point in my dream that we are in a government sponsored rescue ship...was this a part of the GFL?I look out the window and all I see is stars and space. At that moment, our ship seems to be hit by something and a strong vibrational force take over. It feels somewhat like the Gravitron ride.

I can't seem to remember anything beyond this point, but if I do, I'll update.